Monday, November 15, 2010

I'm free now so i shall just blog about LIFE.
don't u ever wonder whether if u will feel PAIN when u die?
like.......do u feel the pain that u feel when u are dead???
or....
what decides that a person's time is up
is it...supposed to be? or decided upon by "someone"
besides, what happens AFTER death.
what does the future bring?
what makes a person?
why do we have life??
why do we think?
why do we feel?
why am i even real...in fact, what is real????
my hands are real.my face? is that real?
or just a facade.
i dont get life.at.all
right now, all i know that life is something worth living for. and i shouldnt ask so many questions.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

the not-so-eventful year is tragic.
i'd just have 1 more week to finish up pw! and get it over and done with
i'm just so sick of it!!!!!! (and freaking bobblehead)
gross.
anyways i realised that i've nt spoken much 2 my secondary sch friends!
we SHOULD MEETUP asap.
grrr. jc has taken my life away
act i didnt have a life.
but i'm going to make sure that after jc, i will have a proper one

HATE school+my life.
seriously, and for the countless many times that i've mentioned this
my life=school

and what more!
i'm at a huge risk of retaining
RETAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg. i do. not. want. to. RETAIN.
of all things! cut off my fingers! burn my hair. just don't retain me...( okay don't cut off my fingers)
i'm worried for that

but to make myself and others at risk feel better, i'll just think of it as a second chance
and perhaps if i Do retain, at the very least, i COULD get an A for A levels.!
but firstly, i just want to make sure i ace PW and pass CHINESE.
must must must!

Bye!