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I LOVE MY BLOG COLOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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who doesnt love PINK!

Feeling super super SICK right now!
my throat is like,super stuck
and im getting HOT FLU.like.i feel totally fine body-wise.but when i breathe out,its like a huge mass of hot air just comes out.
and it SUCKS TO MAJOR CORE.
cos i hate that feeling.
i think i have a slight fever and a aching back,again.

and its all caused by my irritating annoying and gross SISTER.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
we are both sick nw.
and its contagious!

so im wondering if i should go out tomorrow with friends~!

arghhhhhhhhhh. i feel like taking my entire head off.

SUBMITTED MY jae form!
and i am VERY VERY PLEASED
i put saint andrews first.
but the thing is im nt sure if i can go in.
but i will leave it to them



im just going to take my chances here :)

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so hard to search for a gd jc that i can go to.
i want sajc science stream.but chances are SO SLIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what am i to do!

got back OUR O level results today!

well i cant hide my happiness.
but i just feel that i did do very well.
and the fact that i have alot of places 2 choose frm
hopefully everyone else does too!

SUPER nervous now.
ONE DAY.
JUST ONE DAY.
and maybe a few more hours.
TO RESULTS COLLECTION.
very nervous.

thinking positive for me always ends up in me getting worse than whatever i predict
thinking negative gets it better.
but I DONT KNOW WHAT to think now.

nothing can really distract me nw.
i need to eat something..

good luck 2 everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i think i am really really bad at conversations
for me,its not really that easy 2 start up one.
like what do i say?
how do you do?
how's life?

then.....WHAT.
the awkward silence.
i really hate that "awkward silence"
it sucks.

what can i do about it anyway.

i really love the avatar song by leona lewis
its really touching.and i am so touched by it.
makes me think about alot of things about my life.
i need to change myself.

maybe this new year might be different after all.
i will try to change something.
its got to change.
IT HAS TO CHANGE.

friends tend to put the ugly shots of you.
you are also that friend.

very bad cough.
i think some people are genuinely lucky.
why cant i be lucky
i do not consider myself lucky at all
in terms of socially..and everything
i mean even if i were unsociable i should be getting good grades,being the studious kid
but im not even good at anything
i dont know what i am going to do later in life.
for all you know,the untalented me, is probably going to land in some very bad low position.

and with no friends.

im going to hell.i know it.

shall just blog alittle bit today
hearing alot of songs.
watching movies..

oh ya!!
must mention that the movie "hOLES" is very the nice!!!!
I GIVE IT 5 STARS.

gd movie.

I HAVE A BLOODY GROSS SORE THROAT.
gross.
shall not explain just to add some key words of green.
GROSS.

and i ironed alot of clothes today!
takes my mind off my results.

shall iron clothes everyday!

ladeedumdee doo.
i think im going to make my blog PUBLIC!
hahaha.today.

eating oranges out of a cup.
anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR.
though its already 5th january.
but oh well!!!!!!!!!!!!

anxious and nervous for nextweek.
kindof excited too.
mixed feelings including confusion!!!

anyway my holiday has been great by far
and im glad people remembered my BIRTHDAY
for once. :D

okay gotta buy something 2 eat for now.haha
tataatatas

OHMYGOSH.RESULTS ARE OUT THE FOLLOWING WEEK.
I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SCARED.
I DONT WANT IT TO BE THE UNHAPPY START OF MY NEW YEAR!!!!!

how!???????????????????!!!!!!11111