I am going to DIE.
my promos results were SHITTY.
i only managed to pass 2. get sub passes for 2. and failed 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whats wrong w me.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
trying to get over is not helping!

Adults are just KIDS WITH MONEY!!!!!
argh. i don't know why i put that there.
im just pretty angry today
well reasons WHY. are.
i have a sucky voice.
i couldnt find anything to eat at home today and when there is nothing to eat on an angry day...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!thats the ABSOLUTE WORST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN.
also, i hate uncertainty.
and i looked at myself in the mirror today and saw crap
(so much for having the confidence)

then again, on the brighter note. im making jelly today.
to cool myself off and i think i should really cut my hair soon since its bugging me at the neck.i HATE MYHAIR. maybe i should just cut it BALD BALD BALD BALD BALD!!!!!!


ughhhhhhhhhhhh.
(typed in absolute annoyance and anger)

everytime i say i am going to study.
I DONT. and i have gp exam tmr and i am blogging.
IM BLOGGING..............
its the mentality that i HAVE to study on the day before the exam.
but i cant. focus.
i bet that @ night i'll be rushing through everything like crazy.
wasted afternoon. half an afternoon.
I CANT STUDY.WHAT CAN I DO..