i miss all my FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh.
alllllllll of them.
can still remember secondary school.
nw i feel SO OLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hope we get a together thing soon!!

its so odd the way things are .

still dont like the fact that im..still rather unsociable in a new place.like.SERIOUSLY?..

-.-

okay forget the socialising part for now,from nw on in fact

just going to focus on schoolwork and be the superstudy machine that i think i can be.



bbq was not so bad actually

i suddenly feel like there arent many things that i have experienced in my life.say..that bbq was the...number what single digit bbq that ive been to.

probably,not counting family ones, 2nd one that ive experienced by far.

oh and i reached home @ 12.40 am.

nt very good.

and especially getting a screeching mother at u when u are still sleeping.. -.-

went for a squash training today
as an extra.kind of feel like a loser but oh well.
ITS NOT AS EASY as i thought it was.
i thought its just.hit the ball.yay,it touches the wall.woohoo it bounced back at me and hit again.
u have to hit the ball a CERTAIN way.and ur racket must position like this and like that... -.-
oh and i stink after everything.
like really really STINK.i didnt even think it was me.

so there's a geog test TOMORROW.
which sucks since its the march holidays

BOo to me.
my surname is such an irony to me.

modulars WERENT THAT BAD.
but first day was... B-O-R-I-N-G.
second day was MUCH better.i guess.
cos it was more.active .haha

YAY march holidays next>> week!
though my schedule is still rather packed, i can FINALLY wake up a BIT later.
woohoo.
dont like waking up in e morning at ALL.
like early early morning.

i think im kind of the type that doesnt like the be forced to wake up.but more like..naturally wake up.
i can go awake,then feel sleepy and fall asleep for another hour or so.

anyway i think im taking things TOO easy right now.not good.
need to buckle up once again.

well went for a second round of squash today
HOPE AND PRAY that i can get innnn!!!

that will be the best.
physics test was...atrocious.
but oh well its over and done with.nt like i can take e paper back and redo it.

soo...
modular trainings tmr and friday.
SO not looking forward to it.
i cant believe i chose a modular that has no friends in it.
like.what was i thinking.
should have chosen inline skating or...if i were fast enough ice skating.
stuck with vocal workshop nw
and like i need more training for my voice..(choir.hinthint)
well not saying that my voice is fantastic
maybe..PROBABLy. im still kind of hyped up by glee.
HAHA.
think before i act next time

finally the march holidays are next week
well maybe nt finally.
and the holidays are still..pretty full
having things going on here and there
TEST..squash.. dentist(so irrelevant)
kind of looking forward to next year already.
to be of a senior than a junior :D
that will be fun!

i thinkkkkkkkkk.
maybe no difference.
seems like jc work is much tougher than i thought
need to buckleup.

omg.geog test.geog test.geog test.
i seriously hate taking geog tests.since all i ever get in secondary school is a C or an F. just between that range

ironic i even got an A in O levels.
did i even deserve it>?!

i am soooo upset now!!
argh.

sports carnival tmr.
dont know if i should look 4ward to it or not
cos...
when i do look 4ward to sth,it turns out bad
then when i apparently DONT,it turns out good.
its so ODD.

survivor makes me cringe everytime
and i love siobhan magnus from american idol
thanks to my sister

i kind of hope that i wont be so reliant on people.............
cos i think its kind of holding me back!.. :/

ahwellllllll...
and i tend to be too random