Friday, July 24, 2009

how to end _ _ life.

feeling quite...depressed lately.
and thinking the unthinkable.
which i think is really wrong and definitely not SUPPOSED TO BE THINKING ABOUT.
but yet.feel like doing it. yet,dont feel like doing it. duh!
like.. being a waste of space here.
sigh.useless.
might as well.

k school is boring and nothing much is happening.
i mean what can u expect from school-______-
just want to wish on my blogger fingers that this will change for the better cos it seems to be going downhill instead of uphill which is what i want.


erm this sounds entirely confusing.but @ least i understand myself.
my ____ is completely wasted.
why nt start a new one?in my head of course.
haha...

okay thats all.bye

Saturday, July 18, 2009

i wonder why people dont like durian. haha!!!
ITS THE NICEST...smelliest(as in has the most smell) fruit ever!
i think all fruits are nice.but durians are different.
even the shape is different and cool.
AND..it tastes good.lalas:D

haha.i was looking through my parent's secondary school pictures.
HAHAAHAHAHA.my mother had..erm.those two ponytails and the side of the head.HIGH ponytails.quite funny.and she was already very tall then.and she tucked her skirt very high.haha!infact all her classmates also tuck their skirts very high.i wonder if that was the *trend.
and my father.LOL.my father lks....the same.but skinnier.but...his secondary school days,quite not bad!haha.
i think looking at their pics...
i am 70% father 30% mother.LOL.random.
my sis is...99% mother.
my bro is e same as me.haha...
i think i dont resemble my mother much except for the nose.flat.so sad!i have no nose in fact.
just a squashy thing in the middle of my face.

CURRENTLY.my parents and my aiyis are at the ndp rehearsal!
along with the other primary 5 people.haha
i wanna see what they gave out in e goodie bag this year..probably some better stuff than what i received during my primary 5 school day.

hehehehe. :D bored.doing maths again....3 PAPERS! :(
of course given 2 me by my father.and to be completed in...ONE HOURS TIME.ARGH

Friday, July 17, 2009

im very hungry
so to distract myself for awhile.i will just type some stuff
well.im angry w my sis 4 uzng my earpiece not once..not twice.but EVERYTIME SHE GOES OUT.erm.hello?!spread of germs through ear dirt! and she used it again.today.

and there are only 100 days left till the o levels.scary....the more i think of it the more i feel the need 2 study.but studying is a difficult thing.ITS A DIFFICULT THING.

my life=sucky
food.i need food.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

just want to say that.
i think my studies is deproving.
AND ITS NOT THE TIME TO.
sucky!im sure that there are lots of people currently ALREADY preparing for o levels and stuff like that.
im still..playing.
watching tv.
yeap.i keep telling myself that i will study for...the afternoon.
but...the tv...calls
and then i sleep.
sian.and today mr poon's "speech" made me feel WORSE..
so i think its a wake up call to study!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but its so boring.
sit infront of the table.stare at ur notes.
get things in ur head..
NOT EASY.
unless u have a person sitting next to u and everytime u touch ur phone he will give u *the look*
haha..
must be MOTIVATED!!!!!!!!!!!!study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how to!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

i watched the michael jackson memorial and its so sad.
i think his daughter's speech is the most touching.
sad.
okay,im currently

Saturday, July 4, 2009

i am rotting.practically rotting at home
speech day was unbelievably..."boring"
principal(s) go on and on and on..
until about 4.30.then we watched A performance + prize presentation
thought that there would be more.sadly choir had to go home
it would be super nice if i could see choir perform from an audience point of view.
i bet the seniors are super sad.
theres a dinner at school tonight
HAHA im not going and not paying 40 bucks for that!
its expensive!!!!!!!
i wonder why the school doesnt provide us students/witnesses of the speech day event some refreshments or something.




i am so unsociable now that i think of it and i just have to write it down but maybe in teenyweeny letters like this.sigh.am i really that unsociable?i think it is!!!!but i need 2 change that isnt it.sigh~~~~~~ i have no guts...need 2 open up my social circle a little bit. maybe that would be benefitial? blabla.