Pink is so IN

Finally ending

2011-12-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

Hmmm it seems like i have not been writing here for a long time...well here i am once again. might be my last, or it may be the start of endless postings.

A levels are finally over. Do i feel any good about? I think i would have reached a conclusive NO. I don't feel comfortable with what i have done in the least. Perhaps i could have done much better... "perhaps". Time can't reverse itself, so i guess all i can do now is hope for the best, and for everyone else that i know receiving them as well.

My accomplishments aren't many, and i don't think i managed to reach all my goals this year. but on the bright side, at least i'm still alive, and thats good.

2011-03-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

had to post this somewhere!
INTERESTING CUPCAKE that looks cute but not sure if its nice to eat actually.hmmm~

2010-12-05T18:17:00.000+08:00

I AM SO BORED ):
gosh..
the holidays is gonna be a nightmare.
cuz i'll be stuckin the office
only people who have been to the office will understand how trapped a person will feel in THE OFFICE.the dreaded office
no life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-11-15T20:26:00.002+08:00

I'm free now so i shall just blog about LIFE.
don't u ever wonder whether if u will feel PAIN when u die?
like.......do u feel the pain that u feel when u are dead???
or....
what decides that a person's time is up
is it...supposed to be? or decided upon by "someone"
besides, what happens AFTER death.
what does the future bring?
what makes a person?
why do we have life??
why do we think?
why do we feel?
why am i even real...in fact, what is real????
my hands are real.my face? is that real?
or just a facade.
i dont get life.at.all
right now, all i know that life is something worth living for. and i shouldnt ask so many questions.

2010-11-06T12:10:00.002+08:00

the not-so-eventful year is tragic.
i'd just have 1 more week to finish up pw! and get it over and done with
i'm just so sick of it!!!!!! (and freaking bobblehead)
gross.
anyways i realised that i've nt spoken much 2 my secondary sch friends!
we SHOULD MEETUP asap.
grrr. jc has taken my life away
act i didnt have a life.
but i'm going to make sure that after jc, i will have a proper one

HATE school+my life.
seriously, and for the countless many times that i've mentioned this
my life=school

and what more!
i'm at a huge risk of retaining
RETAINING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg. i do. not. want. to. RETAIN.
of all things! cut off my fingers! burn my hair. just don't retain me...( okay don't cut off my fingers)
i'm worried for that

but to make myself and others at risk feel better, i'll just think of it as a second chance
and perhaps if i Do retain, at the very least, i COULD get an A for A levels.!
but firstly, i just want to make sure i ace PW and pass CHINESE.
must must must!

Bye!

2010-10-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

I am going to DIE.
my promos results were SHITTY.
i only managed to pass 2. get sub passes for 2. and failed 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
whats wrong w me.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
trying to get over is not helping!

2010-10-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

Adults are just KIDS WITH MONEY!!!!!
argh. i don't know why i put that there.
im just pretty angry today
well reasons WHY. are.
i have a sucky voice.
i couldnt find anything to eat at home today and when there is nothing to eat on an angry day...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!thats the ABSOLUTE WORST THING THAT CAN HAPPEN.
also, i hate uncertainty.
and i looked at myself in the mirror today and saw crap
(so much for having the confidence)

then again, on the brighter note. im making jelly today.
to cool myself off and i think i should really cut my hair soon since its bugging me at the neck.i HATE MYHAIR. maybe i should just cut it BALD BALD BALD BALD BALD!!!!!!

ughhhhhhhhhhhh.
(typed in absolute annoyance and anger)

2010-10-03T14:22:00.001+08:00

everytime i say i am going to study.
I DONT. and i have gp exam tmr and i am blogging.
IM BLOGGING..............
its the mentality that i HAVE to study on the day before the exam.
but i cant. focus.
i bet that @ night i'll be rushing through everything like crazy.
wasted afternoon. half an afternoon.
I CANT STUDY.WHAT CAN I DO..

2010-09-27T23:48:00.001+08:00

I CONQUERED SOMETHING BUT I FORGOT.

2010-09-19T22:02:00.001+08:00

not that im a hater or anything,
but i seem to hate so many people and things.
am i nuts?

2010-09-19T00:47:00.002+08:00

listening to daughtry and T.A.T.U makes my heart beat and gives me the chiiilllsss.
i love that feeling. haa
school WORK sucks. ):
school's still fine..but i feel so depressed knowing there's only a good full 2 weeks left
how can anyone act study every thing in 2 weeks.
thats crazy.
its the same as saying that someone can finish 2 COMPLETE econs essays in one hour and a half.
i bet my hands will ache like mad.

arghhhh. gotta pull it together and study study study!
why! ):

2010-07-21T20:32:00.001+08:00

I am going to delete my fb account.
i cant stand so many things going on in my life now.
sigh.
especially with this particular person that IRKS ME.

2010-07-12T22:11:00.002+08:00

Everyone is currently MOST probably doing EoM, as far as i know in my jc.haha
well its already the half year and seriously, what have i been doing?!?!
my time has seriously been wasted down to a T.

anyway, EoM is killing me too. makes me one of its many victims.
like seriously.

back to the match today/yesterday,
well i guess Paul the Octopus is indeed one heck of a psychic octo , i mean 100% accurate predictions of the world cup games.c'mon man, thats like serious shit.
anyway it would have been MUCH better if he'd gone for the clam in the holland box. that would have been absolutely AMAZING.
my fav player so far in holland is schneider(?) . he looks funny, and i remember the first time watch a holland match, he managed to head in a goal . Then @ the end of the match, when holland won ,he was interviewed. and there was this like...bump , that was vein shaped.gross but funny.
hahahaha and he was like super happy and all ,and i was still laughing at his pitched voice and wonderous hollish accent.

anyway's alls over, spain won! the only few people i can vividly remember in spain is the two dudes with long hair, i think one's puyol and the other is ramos or something.haha ramos is the one with the lucky band.he should have worn a pink one, i bet a pink headband would have been luckier. i mean if its hot pink ,then u can blind the other holland players and easily score a goal, right? right.
and puyol's hair sure is... something.
oh and i dont get the craze over fernando torres yet though!

although i must say that germany players are all that bad! my sister says one of them has a jason mraz look.i wonder which one that is.

okay world cup is over, back to the sad sad reality of my life.
with class tests, lecture tests, PROMOS, PW and Chinese A levels.
life is soooooooo "fabulous"

hope i'll be able to pull through!
arhhhhh

okay moving on to the next topic: of the MARINA BAY SANDS
ive been seeing lots of blogging posts on that
the pool right @ the top of the building looks sooo COOL.
although its only reserved for guests
haha all singaporeans should have a chance to stay there!

i just realised, that me being a true blue singaporean, ive not been to the flyer, or the universal studios yet!
its about time i did!

yawnz, back to EoM before i regret wasting my time on blogggingg

signing off,
CHERMAINE

2010-07-09T21:01:00.002+08:00

mid years was an absolute disaster.
and can i spell disaster with a capital every letter.
seriously.ive never gotten a 28/66 for maths before.
i know this sounds really complacent,or proud-ish.but i bet most of us jc students have never gotten that kind of grade before right?! or even my secondary schoolmates never got a 28/66 before.
gosh.
and gp was horror.
physics,econs,geography,are all pointing me in the bad direction
pleaseee nooo i dont wannt reeettaaaaiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnn.
thats the scariest word ive heard ever since ive entered jc

in secondary school, i would be thinking that "nahhhh i will NEVER retain!!!"
and thats true
but in jc, its like everyone is scared of retaining,including myself!
i wonder how the j2s managed.

ok time to head off to the world of neopets
bye~!

2010-07-09T20:11:00.002+08:00

well im SORRY if im not as outgoing or loud as you,but that does NOT give you the right to judge me. you should judge yourself before judging others.
what a nuthead, nothing filled inside but nuts nuts nuts.no wonder ur so ridiculous everytime i see you
ughhhh. 1 and a half more years with nuthead. okay forget it, im just not going to assossiate with nuthead.
stupid.ridiculous.annoying.giving me that kind of eye.what kind of problem do u have..

jc sucks with nutheads in our lives.

2010-07-04T19:13:00.002+08:00

hello!!
so here i am using my sister's computer
on a sunday. the eve of youth day
i kind of feel happy that i can still use the catchy song phrase " i am 16 going on 17" for the rest of the year
since of course,my birthday is on the 2nd last day of the year

wellll.. i wanna watch eclipse.
but mixed reviews. :/
some say its nice...some say it isnt
the only reason i watch it now is probably cuz of the volturi and the werewolves side of the book...not the cullens(ew. -.-) or worst still,bella...grossere ew.

anyways, mid year exams are soooo OVER.
but the week ahead is SOOOO not good.
we have pw week.blah.
THEN,....chinese ORAL.
i bet im going to get cold feet on exam day itself
i dont feel the stress now,but i bet on that day.. i'll be freaking out like hell.
i cant do oral.
luckily this is going to be the 2nd last oral ..
well before pw ORAL presentation.
which i will be STANDING UP
and my feet will be shaking for sure.
my hands too.
im dead!!!!!!!
hopefully this year wont be a year of bad oral presentation.
hopefully.

forget it. im dead.
but i still have half a year left to go.
and next year will be more of a breeze for me.that is.. if i even make it to the next level.
sigh
oh well..

shall celebrate youth day tmr without a care in the world!!!!!
bye

2010-06-28T01:20:00.001+08:00

i have a freaking exam tomorrow.and im blogging!!!
omg..goodnight.yup that short.

2010-06-13T22:24:00.003+08:00

had A GREAT TIME in the nyjc trp overseas!
though i regretted nt really socializing with some ppl
esp frm my grouppppppppppppp

NVM.
okay tmr will be the start of my inner mugger to shine
i hate studying but mid years are in 2 weeks and i have not started on anything...

and this coming week is SO packed!
blah.. time management time.

2010-06-12T05:27:00.001+08:00

you didnt do it when i thought with 1 % hope that you would.
i dont think u will, regret alot of stuff but i guess this was all meant to happen.
cant change it

2010-05-21T23:12:00.001+08:00

当我离开新加坡时，会不会有人想念我吗？
hahahaha just testing my chinese skills! ^^

2010-05-19T19:00:00.002+08:00

life sucks..cos its boring and stressful(maybe not THAT stressful) and socially i suck!
i don't know why i cant make a funny conversation w people. i guess im just too serious

i think my life is just about... doing things alone.since im so lousy with people. thats my perception. i wouldnt want to be MY own friend. so i guess ppl don't want to be my friend either):

although my friends are all very nicee :D but then again, im not really a VERY nice friend, as in fun to be with.

i can go ahead and become some loner.i bet i'd fit in.
HOW TO START CONVOS AND NOT FEEL WEIRD/SELF CONSCIOUS?!?!?!?!?!?!?!argh,

whats wrong with me?

i hate myself 4 being socially such a loser.
i think my only friend should be my books.excluding facebook.
okay fine,im just going to concentrate on my books and not think too much about myself being a sucky loser!

bye!

2010-05-16T19:27:00.003+08:00

Somehow i feel like my blog is losing colour. like no pictures and stufff
no worries! will have some up soon! in fact i'll just put one here for fun!

(Pei en and me! )

haha well so far life is..normal?!
but i am FLUNKING OKAY..
Physics is so TERRIBLE.
my maths is like..SERIOUSLY CRAP!!! ):):):):):
and my gp sucks!
plus!...chinese is SO HARD.and arghhhhh, econs isnt helping either

WHAT AM I DO TO?
furthermore one of my aims before i go over to newyork(which is 29th may?! two weeks later =.=) is to make sure i UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING.

okay forget it.i'll write myself a to do list here since i go online pracically everyday(bad right..)
-Do my part of research on PI.
-Revise maths chapters 1-vectors(wherever we are) (ESPECIALLY mathematical induction,summation4b,sequence3b and GRAPHIC TECHNIQUES!!)
-Revise on physics chapters 1- work energy power (ESPECIALLY dynamics,forces and work energy power!)
-Revise ALL geography chapters that involve WEATHERING AND ROCKS(lectures 5-9)
-COMPLETELY MY dynamics tutorials and finish up forces assignments( Redo all if possible)
-Revise ECONS all chapters so far! especially inflation,unemployement, issues regarding AD/AS. basically read up everything on macroeconomics.

YES!must do that!
shall write it down on a piece of paper too.

okay sidetrack abit here
WATCHED volleyball match between NYJC and HCI on friday
first time ever and it was rather enjoyable! sad that we didnt win but at least we gave HCI a taste of NYJC power.HEHEHE.

well some of them did look quite smug.but thats from my point o view. i thought that the match was super close. like.. 2-3 points difference in each set. like whatttt?!
just like that?

oh well looking 4ward to next year! :D

my academics suck!how am i going to face midyears like this?how am i going to face my parents?!

=(

2010-05-14T20:00:00.001+08:00

VOLLEYBALL IS SO COOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
watched my sch's match again hwa chong today!
wowoww~ i dont care that we lost! (buy just 2 points each game-so hwachongains have nth to be THAT proud of! they are equally as good as us! but we're more humble!)

good game! exciting.hahaha

2010-05-03T09:27:00.001+08:00

life sucks right now.
why???
people... work... lifestyle.
tada. isnt that the components that make LIFE?
so.... life sucks. cos those suck.

hate to do stuff that i dislike yet i have no CHOICE.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-04-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

PI REJECTED. i am so angry!!!!!!!!!! and sad.

and ppl dont do surveys properly. thats all i have to say -.-

2010-04-21T19:16:00.002+08:00

today was a good day.
squash was HARD at first, i could hit the ball right.but then it got more comfortable to hit. maybe i wasnt that good,but it felt good to hit the ball right for once.
Ny trip! heard we have to do a presentation.ahhhh (i suck @ presentations). but at least its a group effort! wooooo
and i miss all my friends!
plus melon juice rocks!!!!

PI! -omg thank goodness for the good idea.now i can find a good path to focus on.yay! thank my lucky stars!
and all my friends 4 the encouragement!
(i think im such a retarded animal lover. i dont even dare to be in a cage with a dog.the spca woman must think i shouldnt even be in paws.oh no..)

doomed.but still happy (:

2010-04-20T19:52:00.002+08:00

a girl can dream...
so like me. always dreaming here and dreaming there
never stepping into reality.
i feel like a dumb person sometimes.
i think i dream too much. like face it,,, some things won't come true right.. (especially with eye candies.HUHhhh!!!!)

okay update on my life.(nothing much though.unless u want me to state the pointless stuff i've practically been learning in school. )

-applied and got in to the 'new york' trip thing. happy and excited of course.but plane issues here and there. not so excited
-i feel so stupid. -.- everyone around me is getting and understanding everything. like physics-dynamics and maths-sequence series and graphic techniques. what about me??? im like the dumbstruck one. whats this? whats that? so much for thinking i'll be OK for maths and physics.bullcrap.
-squash. okay im in squash.but... the number last for sure. i cant hit the ball without missing. its so...awkward. especially when everyone's looking and i get soooo intimidated. then i miss.but its not just that,maybe im just not SKILLED enough.sucks.
-PAWS.okay, tmr's the FIRST outing.hopefully the cats OR dogs dont scratch/bite me. phobia from getting scratched,but i dont think i will get scratched again rightt.... o.o(p.s- i love animals okay! my poor gerbils though.<<<)
-EZ-link card. whats up with me NOT BRINGING MY EZ LINK CARD TO SCHOOL WITHOUT CHECKING MY WALLET??????????? instead of the nice and easy 70 cents i pay everyday, i pay 2.80.2 DOLLARS AND 80 CENTS.wtf. -.- need to remember to bring my card AND CHECK MY POCKET/WALLET AT ALL times!
-PI. okay, i really feel like banging my head on the wall with hopes that miraculously some great and fantastic idea (that will make a teacher go WOW) will fall in. but. not . happening.

maybe this is my hell.

2010-04-04T17:56:00.002+08:00

what a fake u are..telling me something that u dont do then doing it the next
weird.
gross actually.

but who am i to say.

whatever to the people here
-.-

maybe i should just heck it all and leave myself to myself.
so irritating and gross.
it seems like u're trying to prove something to me -.-
well apparently im the only one who sees the disgusting-ness in u.

2010-03-23T23:20:00.001+08:00

i miss all my FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh.
alllllllll of them.
can still remember secondary school.
nw i feel SO OLDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

hope we get a together thing soon!!

2010-03-20T19:11:00.003+08:00

its so odd the way things are .

still dont like the fact that im..still rather unsociable in a new place.like.SERIOUSLY?..

-.-

okay forget the socialising part for now,from nw on in fact

just going to focus on schoolwork and be the superstudy machine that i think i can be.

bbq was not so bad actually

i suddenly feel like there arent many things that i have experienced in my life.say..that bbq was the...number what single digit bbq that ive been to.

probably,not counting family ones, 2nd one that ive experienced by far.

oh and i reached home @ 12.40 am.

nt very good.

and especially getting a screeching mother at u when u are still sleeping.. -.-

2010-03-15T14:20:00.002+08:00

went for a squash training today
as an extra.kind of feel like a loser but oh well.
ITS NOT AS EASY as i thought it was.
i thought its just.hit the ball.yay,it touches the wall.woohoo it bounced back at me and hit again.
u have to hit the ball a CERTAIN way.and ur racket must position like this and like that... -.-
oh and i stink after everything.
like really really STINK.i didnt even think it was me.

so there's a geog test TOMORROW.
which sucks since its the march holidays

BOo to me.
my surname is such an irony to me.

2010-03-13T09:17:00.002+08:00

modulars WERENT THAT BAD.
but first day was... B-O-R-I-N-G.
second day was MUCH better.i guess.
cos it was more.active .haha

YAY march holidays next>> week!
though my schedule is still rather packed, i can FINALLY wake up a BIT later.
woohoo.
dont like waking up in e morning at ALL.
like early early morning.

i think im kind of the type that doesnt like the be forced to wake up.but more like..naturally wake up.
i can go awake,then feel sleepy and fall asleep for another hour or so.

anyway i think im taking things TOO easy right now.not good.
need to buckle up once again.

2010-03-10T18:46:00.002+08:00

well went for a second round of squash today
HOPE AND PRAY that i can get innnn!!!

that will be the best.
physics test was...atrocious.
but oh well its over and done with.nt like i can take e paper back and redo it.

soo...
modular trainings tmr and friday.
SO not looking forward to it.
i cant believe i chose a modular that has no friends in it.
like.what was i thinking.
should have chosen inline skating or...if i were fast enough ice skating.
stuck with vocal workshop nw
and like i need more training for my voice..(choir.hinthint)
well not saying that my voice is fantastic
maybe..PROBABLy. im still kind of hyped up by glee.
HAHA.
think before i act next time

finally the march holidays are next week
well maybe nt finally.
and the holidays are still..pretty full
having things going on here and there
TEST..squash.. dentist(so irrelevant)
kind of looking forward to next year already.
to be of a senior than a junior :D
that will be fun!

i thinkkkkkkkkk.
maybe no difference.
seems like jc work is much tougher than i thought
need to buckleup.

omg.geog test.geog test.geog test.
i seriously hate taking geog tests.since all i ever get in secondary school is a C or an F. just between that range

ironic i even got an A in O levels.
did i even deserve it>?!

2010-03-05T19:06:00.002+08:00

i am soooo upset now!!
argh.

sports carnival tmr.
dont know if i should look 4ward to it or not
cos...
when i do look 4ward to sth,it turns out bad
then when i apparently DONT,it turns out good.
its so ODD.

survivor makes me cringe everytime
and i love siobhan magnus from american idol
thanks to my sister

2010-03-02T17:48:00.001+08:00

i kind of hope that i wont be so reliant on people.............
cos i think its kind of holding me back!.. :/

ahwellllllll...
and i tend to be too random

2010-02-27T09:20:00.002+08:00

agh IF ONLY IF ONLY IF ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!
i hadnt listened to anyone....
then... (sigh.)

oh well.regretting something very much.
something which makes me think that im too reliable on people.
booooooo.

2010-02-21T09:32:00.002+08:00

well yesterday was quite the eventful day.
went for a service learning thinggy which involved the collecting of newspaper.
kept laughing @ people's doorbells though.

on a sidenote,i doubt i can make it to squash.
after the tryouts..
my hits arent strong,posture i doubt good,and judging by the many other BETTER ones.ya getting the drift..
oh well.

drift.
i think it must be the time of the month for me.
since im having moodswings every now and then
and my sister is the target for my moodswings.toobad.

drift.
well timetable has changed.YET again.
but i dont really see the 'BIG DIFFERENCE'.
@ least i dont have to wake up @ 6 every day.woohoo!

drift.
today.
im going visiting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
since i couldnt last sunday
gonna GET slushed with kisses on my face soon
haha,,

bye!

2010-02-16T21:31:00.002+08:00

not really good at conversations. :/

2010-02-16T09:20:00.003+08:00

i just dont get it
why do people have to change their accents when they go overseas for just about 2-3 years.
like,when they come back from,lets say..america or australia,definitely not china,they will MAGICALLY have an angmoh or australian accent.its like,its not that they cant help it,its cos they want to.hw can u suddenly change the way u speak from a singapore very much distinctive accent to another.its weird.and its quite gross..like they're trying too hard to be part of that particular overseas country they are from.WEIRDOs.i dislike these kind of people.FREAKS!!!!!!!
well unless they were raised in that country since they were born then i've got no issue with that.
just those who MAGICALLY transform their accent in..about 2-3 years.ridiculous.
c'mon man.im sure when u return to singapore u can surely change ur accent back,not keep it.its quite the annoying.

*i promise myself never to change my accent!!!!*

okay.anyway i just played squash yesterday.i think i suck very bad.i dont think i can make it..
what are my other options?! :(
oh chinese new year was lovely this year.(except for a little handshake.really idiotic.) and also the fact that i have to complete a geography worksheet...BIG sigh.haha but i have all the free time!woohoo.

bye!

2010-02-14T23:00:00.002+08:00

IM AM SO STUFFED.

bloated like a balloon.whatever u call it.
ate a bowl of meesiam in the morning,then RIGHT AFTER that very filling bowl,ANOTHER bowl of meesua from my nainai.sooo sooo filling!

then snacked alot at the gathering just before.
i should really stop eating now. i am the big 50.
crappy.i hate weighing myself..............................
oh well.

HAPPY CNY AND VALENTINE;S DAY!woohoo~

2010-02-13T23:08:00.001+08:00

just a HUGE SIDENOTE

nice shows tonight!
and super bloated from the "all you can put in " steamboat.

2010-02-12T21:53:00.002+08:00

haha today was a FUNNY day..
anyway went back to my secondary school today.
woohoo saw my friends!

ps: thanks 4 the valentine's gifts! though i dont deserve it for not giving u guys anything! sorry >.<

then the day went on...had my first EVER econs tuition.which was fun! considering the fact that i actually didnt fall asleep.great accomplishment.

then...thats it.

to peiying: hahahahaha! finally saw what u mean in that picture of one eye big and one eye small.having a spasm! hahahaha.okay lame.

bye!

2010-02-11T15:47:00.003+08:00

ran + walked 4km yesterday..and climbed a wall.SUPER tiring.even nw my arms and legs still ache!
okay,school is pretty normal soo far.
hoping to get into squash though! though tryouts is next wednesday.
got locked out of my house today.doing nothing.trying to show that im not one of those crazy loiterers at void decks and stuff.help came only after 1 hour of waiting.which was not bad,considering that i ever stayed out of house without a key for more than 5 hours before.

currently super tired.and hungry.waiting 4 my sister to come back home!

cny celebrationtomorrow.wonder what its gonna be like........ hmm.

2010-02-09T16:06:00.002+08:00

currently reading page 4 of econs and blogging..

firstly, i think i really need 2 brush up on my social skills.like why is it so hard 4 me to converse w people. its nt that i dont want to.its just that i dont know how to. or maybe say the wrong words. or.. its so hard 2 make friends when it comes down to a person like me. sigh! irritated by that. like its been like this all the time.

anyway the econs notes are super thick and heavy. i hope thats the last of it.doubt so though.im only on page 4.

to cut/not to cut..
:?

2010-02-07T10:30:00.003+08:00

just some pictures of junkers8 to not make my blog look tooo boring. *(:

2010-02-07T09:49:00.003+08:00

well since my parents are out buying breakfast i might as well just take the chance to do a little blogging here.

to start of,.... i cant wait to go back to my secondary sch this friday. mainly cuz of my friends. its weird when u leave any place, be it horrible(my school) or not, u'll still miss it. like how i thought i wont,then i do.sigh.

sidetrack.ever since i'd watched glee last/last last week, i think i've been a BIT hooked on it. like. just going online to find the "FREE" full videos.wooh~ i think im gonna buy the glee music cd cuz i really really like the songs! then at least when im doing maths,and i just feel like hearing some glee,i'd just put the cd on the radio and play it. my parents still don't allow me to hear my earpiece whilst im doing maths since they are sure that i "cant hear them" .

ops didnt know i took such a long time to blog so little.parents back. DOINK!.

bye

2010-02-06T12:47:00.002+08:00

okay so im in my parent's office now.
super boring and extremely quiet yet the keyboard noise is super loud.i mean my keyboard typing noise.
yay me gonna have tuition..
sigh.

2010-02-03T20:41:00.002+08:00

this MIGHT be the last time im blogging.
unless im smart enough to sneak out of the eyes of my family.
they have eyes all over the place!
jc life starts nowwwwww!
the studying!
well i miss studying! yet i dont miss the life i had when i studied.hahahahaha
ironiccccccccccccc!!!!!!!!!!

anyway,jc life was gr8 so far

and can someone please tell me whats with the obsession with taylor swift?!
itslikeomgbutnvm.

okay byeee!

2010-01-20T21:31:00.002+08:00

hha (:

2010-01-20T19:18:00.000+08:00

I LOVE MY BLOG COLOUR!!!!!!!!!!!!
ITS PINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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PINK
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who doesnt love PINK!

2010-01-19T20:09:00.001+08:00

Feeling super super SICK right now!
my throat is like,super stuck
and im getting HOT FLU.like.i feel totally fine body-wise.but when i breathe out,its like a huge mass of hot air just comes out.
and it SUCKS TO MAJOR CORE.
cos i hate that feeling.
i think i have a slight fever and a aching back,again.

and its all caused by my irritating annoying and gross SISTER.
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
we are both sick nw.
and its contagious!

so im wondering if i should go out tomorrow with friends~!

arghhhhhhhhhh. i feel like taking my entire head off.

2010-01-15T14:08:00.002+08:00

SUBMITTED MY jae form!
and i am VERY VERY PLEASED
i put saint andrews first.
but the thing is im nt sure if i can go in.
but i will leave it to them

im just going to take my chances here :)

2010-01-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so hard to search for a gd jc that i can go to.
i want sajc science stream.but chances are SO SLIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what am i to do!

2010-01-11T23:54:00.002+08:00

got back OUR O level results today!

well i cant hide my happiness.
but i just feel that i did do very well.
and the fact that i have alot of places 2 choose frm
hopefully everyone else does too!

2010-01-10T14:07:00.000+08:00

2010-01-10T12:12:00.002+08:00

SUPER nervous now.
ONE DAY.
JUST ONE DAY.
and maybe a few more hours.
TO RESULTS COLLECTION.
very nervous.

thinking positive for me always ends up in me getting worse than whatever i predict
thinking negative gets it better.
but I DONT KNOW WHAT to think now.

nothing can really distract me nw.
i need to eat something..

good luck 2 everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-10T10:42:00.001+08:00

i think i am really really bad at conversations
for me,its not really that easy 2 start up one.
like what do i say?
how do you do?
how's life?

then.....WHAT.
the awkward silence.
i really hate that "awkward silence"
it sucks.

what can i do about it anyway.

2010-01-07T22:54:00.001+08:00

i really love the avatar song by leona lewis
its really touching.and i am so touched by it.
makes me think about alot of things about my life.
i need to change myself.

maybe this new year might be different after all.
i will try to change something.
its got to change.
IT HAS TO CHANGE.

2010-01-07T22:38:00.001+08:00

friends tend to put the ugly shots of you.
you are also that friend.

2010-01-06T22:12:00.002+08:00

very bad cough.
i think some people are genuinely lucky.
why cant i be lucky
i do not consider myself lucky at all
in terms of socially..and everything
i mean even if i were unsociable i should be getting good grades,being the studious kid
but im not even good at anything
i dont know what i am going to do later in life.
for all you know,the untalented me, is probably going to land in some very bad low position.

and with no friends.

2010-01-06T21:03:00.000+08:00

im going to hell.i know it.

2010-01-06T17:00:00.001+08:00

shall just blog alittle bit today
hearing alot of songs.
watching movies..

oh ya!!
must mention that the movie "hOLES" is very the nice!!!!
I GIVE IT 5 STARS.

gd movie.

2010-01-05T22:44:00.002+08:00

I HAVE A BLOODY GROSS SORE THROAT.
gross.
shall not explain just to add some key words of green.
GROSS.

and i ironed alot of clothes today!
takes my mind off my results.

shall iron clothes everyday!

2010-01-05T14:40:00.001+08:00

ladeedumdee doo.
i think im going to make my blog PUBLIC!
hahaha.today.

eating oranges out of a cup.
anyway HAPPY NEW YEAR.
though its already 5th january.
but oh well!!!!!!!!!!!!

anxious and nervous for nextweek.
kindof excited too.
mixed feelings including confusion!!!

anyway my holiday has been great by far
and im glad people remembered my BIRTHDAY
for once. :D

okay gotta buy something 2 eat for now.haha
tataatatas

2010-01-03T08:31:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOSH.RESULTS ARE OUT THE FOLLOWING WEEK.
I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY SCARED.
I DONT WANT IT TO BE THE UNHAPPY START OF MY NEW YEAR!!!!!

how!???????????????????!!!!!!11111

2009-12-26T19:45:00.005+08:00

HI!
currently in taiwan
third day so far!
well..
went to many night markets.
well i did buy a bunch of things but have not bought any presents 4 y'all yet!
here's a lil pic for fun :D

BYE!!!!
PS.i miss all my friends and there is a person complaining bout the computer chair next 2 me

2009-12-17T16:49:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA.
i played this game for 30 minutes for free.
since its the free trial type.
spongebob diner dash rocks!

2009-12-17T16:08:00.000+08:00

Hello!
my table is now neatly packed.
but all i wanted to say is:
okay.i forgot,shall return when i remember.

2009-12-16T21:04:00.001+08:00

i am watching breakdancing people
and it is soo soo awesome to watch
especially when its a very young kid
u know what are the best breakdancers in the world?
asian filipinos.
apparently as i see frm dance competitions and stuff

ARGH.
it looks so nice.i wanna start yogaing first tho..
haha.

shall plan outing soon!

2009-12-15T14:34:00.002+08:00

woooo~im feeling ultra ultra tired now!
but happy.
cos today i went 2 the ns-country club to play..---SQUASH.
quite exciting.
me and my sis played for..1 hour.
then went to arcade and play car racing.which i suck at.
then after that just went to view bowling stuffings.

shall post the pictures of myself..LOL.sooon!!!!

2009-12-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

hee hee that sounds a bit harsh.
but she really is irritating!!
watched princess and the frog today!
well..its quite cute.haha
watching MISS WORLD NW!

2009-12-12T13:12:00.002+08:00

sigh my sis is getting on my nerves alot
i wish that her mole grows soooo big
HAHA.THEN I CAN LAUGH IN HER FACE

hate her alot nw.
like everytime she comes last to the dining table ,then the family will like save some for her and stuff.
then today i went last to the table
then she start purposely eating all of it.
never even save ANY FOR ME
then somemore got the cheek to say "well u come last what"
LIKE WHAT THE hell?!

she should really kill herself.
i mean it.
such people in the world dont deserve 2 live and besides,she will NEVER GET A BOYFRIEND LET ALONE A HUSBAND
so go ahead and frickin rot to hell.

SUCH A BITCH.

2009-12-12T10:13:00.002+08:00

well i had to go for a wedding dinner on thursday!
so i couldnt go w u guys cos i had to leave the house at 5+ to fetch my nainai and uncle and my father.
somemore its at a far far place!
haha.so we reached there about 7.
the wedding was so cool
but i looked HIDEOUS.
and my dress the waist part fits perfectly.
so when i eat something,i feel like my waist getting bigger and bigger!
THE HORROR!!!

well nw i am in a nice comfy shirt.yay!
just ate kway chap.
i wanna go watch princess and the frog.
nt sure if i am watching w my family today
but if u guys wanna watch TPATF(the princess and the frog) on any day.
just call me!!!!

as of now
i am thinking what coloured fingernails i should have.
SUGGESTION PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SUGGESTIONPLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-07T23:20:00.000+08:00

Well..
i've been wanting to keep up with my childhood friend for a while nw
but u know..
like once u stop contact.
its hard to keep the contact..
ARGH.

2009-12-07T20:08:00.000+08:00

Just because i do silly things does not mean im stupid.

2009-12-07T09:48:00.002+08:00

i am just going to blog about my life these FEW days.
haha actually nothing much,
and ive been thinking about my O levels lately.
REALLY REALLY WORRIED.
like...english imVERY MUCH NOT CONFIDENT AT ALL..
and.. maths??-nt so sure if i can score both a1s since THE ENTIRE OF SINGAPORE IS competing w me.
like..cedar girls etc!!
how to beat their maths????
and science???SCREWED UP
geography?SCREWED UP
combined humans?- i thought it was better than prelims.but HOW TO GET A1??!?!

so i think i rate my L1R5:20?!??!!or worse!!
ARGH.i dun wan.
i want 9!! then i can get my BULLDOG.

really really NOT confident ..
how????
please dont tell me to think too much and such cos im sure of my own papers.and thats the way i think and i believe its TRUE.
but i want to score well.
oh no.i dont know what to do.
and maybe L1R4=16?!?!!?!?!or 14.

i cant even have a peace of mind.
should have done better.
but i TRIED MY BEST ALREADY.

so time 4 me to drown in my own sorrows.

2009-12-03T17:46:00.001+08:00

watching ellen degeneres now.
well.i just realised something.
there is no point being nice and UNDER COVER,its better to have more people hating u and liking u at the same time.
than having more people DONT notice u at all!
or in fact,like u,but dont know ANYTHING about you.
its sooooo ridiculous.
like.what for?
life is meant for people to HATE and LOVE you
NOT for u to be kept under the sheets all the time!
we must be BOLD
really bold and stand up 4 ourselves.
if not then what is life worth living for?
MAKE full use of life since we only have ONE.

2009-12-01T12:56:00.000+08:00

FIRST DAY OF DECEMBER!!
MY FAVOURITE MONTH!
why???
cos there is christmas!
and my birthday!!!!

WOOHOOO :D

2009-11-29T12:54:00.001+08:00

i am sooo caught up w people's opinions...sigh.why cant i just stick to my own?

2009-11-29T11:42:00.002+08:00

LOOKING 4WARD to taiwan trip!
seems like alot o people going 2 america this year.
hahahaha.

well...i plan to go EUROPE sooooooooooooon!
my parents going there next year..themselves:(

oh well.going ion orchard v v v v v soooon!

bye!~

2009-11-29T00:17:00.001+08:00

TAPIOCA(sweet potato???) chips are absolute YUMYUMYUMYUMYUMMMMMMM!
i think i know what to buy 4 u guys!
shyeni-watermelon coin purse!
huiqi-still thinking..hmm
wanrong-still thinking..
you-I KNOW BUT I WONT TELL U!

haha.i dunno if u will like it though :(
but i hope u know its the thought that counts
:D

2009-11-28T17:37:00.001+08:00

My parents have just returned 2 singapore!
they just called^^
well i'll be going down in 15 mins time!

ps:HWEEYUAN! u should cr8 a twitter account,shyeni created one! and got tom felton and jesse mcartney. im following both nw :)

2009-11-28T13:59:00.001+08:00

currently watching "world's strictest parents"after i saw the news on today's new paper.
hahahaha.very nice 2 watch :D

lalas..I ve just finished cleaning the house..AGAIN.
and my parents are returning home today!
i am v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v happy!!!!

yay!

ugg boots and bags and gloves my mom bought.woohoos~

bye!~ need 2 get ready:D

2009-11-27T21:06:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THE BOONDOCKS.AWESOME team> little big town!!!!!
MY FAV!

2009-11-27T19:50:00.001+08:00

i AM LOOKING 4WARD TO MY PARENTS COMING BACK HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh..and i got a popcorn bit stuck in my thumbnail!ew!

2009-11-25T20:01:00.001+08:00

HAHA. i post alot of times..

hmhmhmhmhm.
i am excited that tomorrow i am going out shopping+helping my aunt out at the shop
okay.lets see..
this week i jogged. twice!
great :D
at punggol park.
i almost wanted 2 die.
but i managed 2 jog the whole round ^^
thats very happy stuff!

watching singapore idol now.
not very nice tho.
hahaha
okay
BYE!

2009-11-25T14:57:00.002+08:00

thinking about the number of self centered B-I-T-C-H-E-S i'd seen in my lifetime.
especially in singapore.
wanna act here and act there.

maybe i do?
but some are really really grossie.

cant stand it.
shant stand it.
will NOT.

and my sis is annoying.
HATE HER.

bye!~

2009-11-25T14:48:00.001+08:00

ladeedada..
I AM SO TIRED RIGHT NOW.
i just fried some fries..
then i washed the dishes.
ironed the clothes.
cleaned my table.
picked mine and my sister's bed.
going to sweep the floor soon.

AND GUESS WHAT?!
she(my sister) is NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING.
sitting there.
growing fat...
I AM TIRED.
argh.
angry me >:(

we should have gone TODAY.

ah well...

BYE!

2009-11-24T18:23:00.003+08:00

i think i am blogging alot these days..
and i just privatised it.so only U HWEEYUAN CAN SEE IT!
well...i have been reading eclipse for the whole day..
AND IM STILL NOT FINISHED
hahahahaha.
cos im like half reading,half playing the computer.

OH..and i think these few days ive been eating..ALOT.
and NOT MUCH EXERCISE?!
so...im going 2 be unhealthy AND fat?!?!?!??!?!
:(

argh....
WHY MUST LIFE BE LIKE THIS??!?!?!

okay time 2 drown in my sadness...

bye~!

2009-11-24T15:21:00.000+08:00

READING ECLIPSE RIGHT NOW ! ♥

2009-11-24T14:53:00.003+08:00

I AM NOT GOING TO CUT MY HAIR.thats final!
at the most,my fringe and just a LIGHT trim to make my HAIR GROW FASTER.
i really CANNOT CUT ANYMORE:(

pleasepleaseplease have resistance to cut!

2009-11-23T23:28:00.003+08:00

TURTLES BREATHE AIR THROUGH THEIR BUTTS.

i hate my life.haha
im supposed 2 say i love right?
since im so free now.
but i feel that i am restricting myself quite alot.

argh.

money?!
i want MORE MONEY.MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MONEY!!!!!!!
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

2009-11-22T23:29:00.002+08:00

hello again!
blogging everyday..since im at home everyday.
sigh..
though i went jogging today
quite happy bout that.

still watching vids on youtube.
especially the sneak previews of princess and the frog.-_-
again..

haha.
i think i wanna be a food critic as my career.
since i love to eat.
but oh well..i'll see how things turn out for me.

finally tomorrow i am going out.
yay! :D

okay nighty night!
bye~

2009-11-22T00:27:00.002+08:00

i've just seen a super duper PRETTY hot pink wallet from river island website,which i recall seeing in vivo city's river island store.
ITS very nice.and its PINK!!!!!
all the more better! :D
i will GET IT.
though its 50 dollars!
but! ------its worth it.cos its really nice and i like it alot alot!

all is well..
a second blog post in a day.
i;ve been watching youtube videos ALL DAY LONG.
but entertaining enough.

okay im watching a show on tv now..seems interesting.
haha

bye~!

2009-11-21T17:52:00.002+08:00

very much looking forward to this upcoming disney movie on 10th december 2009!!

though its disney KID movie and everything.im always a fan of all disney princesses movies.
VERY excited.
and then there's new moon.
actually i wouldnt watch it.IF NOT FOR THE VOLTURIs!
they look amazing.like real vampires.
unlike the cullen family.super normal.
and dakota fanning looks too cool.

was watching much stuff on youtube and legally blonde and legally blondes

happy day.boring swimming stuff on tv now.
BORING.!!!

2009-11-19T18:19:00.002+08:00

i've just been in a little hard work today
after being inspired on youtube to actually ORGANIZE my cupboard.
after dumping away all the textbooks and nonsense
well i have!
and feeling accomplished
finally my drawers are set to one for personal and the other for just...things i dont know what to use for.
and my table looks neat now :D
except for the stash of seventeen magazines and a clinique humungous green shiny box on the table.that i do NOT know what to use for..hmmm. :/

things i did.

update my twitter-__________-
packed my room
painted my nails dark blue...
sorted out my stuff

Yay.

i think i need 2 go somewhere to borrow more books soon. staying at home watching trailers and trailers and finding free video screening of the princess and the frog is getting boring.

bye!

2009-11-18T23:59:00.002+08:00

2009-11-17T19:16:00.002+08:00

my family is ridiculous
one moment im happily sleeping away.
and the next my mum is shouting away: "why is the main door not closed?!" "why is the windows not closed?!"
er hello..? @ least the gate is closed.and it started raining only when we were sleeping.so unless we have super skills to know what to do still sleeping.
and then she told us 2 buy our own dinner.
and my super arrogant and "think she's the best" sister starts to tell me to buy dinner myself.
how nice.
at least im not hungry.
so i tell her im not hungry
and HAHAHAHA.i get another one.
hearing myself as --being unable to buy my own dinner.

ridiculous.

2009-11-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

watched coraline today!
with my sister
and we smuggled sushi in.
the sushi was good.the movie was GREAT!
and rather scary! haha weird 2 say.
but the movie was super good.
i give it 4 stars!!!!!
fantastic movie.
and one of the adverts before the movie started caught my eye.
CHRISTMAS CAROL!
seems like a super exciting show!
i cant wait wait wait wait wait...................................
and jim carey does look like the scrooge eh? teehee.

well i have 2 catch it.
and there's a store in vivo that seems cool-> river islands
saw a striking pink wallet there that i really really really like!

okay just to share some nice movies that we can probably catch @ the end of the year:
1st choice:2012,
2nd choice:a christmas carol,
3rd choice:new moon.

tada!

2009-11-16T11:33:00.003+08:00

i have not been going out lately.
seems rather boring to be doing nothing at home besides....going to the computer.for nothing.
and watching boring tv... and reading detective books.
i want to head out!!!!
i dont care bout money spending.just going out to smell..er singapore air.
at least outside the room.i think i sit in my room for. hours.
i love the spot.

bedrooms are the best fr me :D
haha....
okay i think im just going somewhere later.
hopefully..
TATA!